Michael Jackson Held My Hand, Too

Scream 3

I should have come forward with this years ago…it’s been my little secret for too long but now I’m breaking my silence and going public with the fact that Michael Jackson held my hand, too…

The incident took place at Universal Studios during the filming of the music video, Scream, featuring Michael and his sister, Janet.  Not too long before this I had met Michael while working on the stage production and rehearsals for the Dangerous tour.

Both Mark Romanek, the director of Scream, and Tom Foden, the Production Designer, are uncompromising perfectionists. It’s been a real pleasure to work with both of them on numerous projects. In the film business, working with people who maintain a vision is significantly better than working for those who lack the big picture.  On this particular job I was working with the art department headed by Tom Foden.  Other members of the art department included Dana Garman, Richard Berg, Jamie Vickers, Paulie Pietsch, Michael Manson, Mark Brooks, to name a few.

The Scream video may be the most expensive music video ever made, I believe the total production/post production budget was somewhere near 8.3 million dollars. And I can tell you the art department budget took a good chunk of that, maybe half.  The sets took up three full sized stages at Universal Studios in Los Angeles, with over a dozen sets placed on these three stages.  Once shooting began, my role was the ‘on-set dresser’, basically the ‘art department representative’ who remains on set at all times as the ‘face’ of the art department.  By the very nature of the position, the on-set dresser has close interaction with the talent while on the set.

This was a crazy big job, no doubt about it.  Three stages, over a dozen sets, twenty shoot days.

On the first day of shooting we had a 7am call, except Michael was detained until mid-afternoon.  Then hair and make-up, get him to the set and it’s 4:30 pm before we roll.  It became clear that we would be shooting nights for the next twenty or so days.  It was also clear that Michael liked it this way…working at night, that is.

Finally, we get down to business.  Michael makes his entrance and is met by Mark who explains the shot. The first footage we shoot with Michael is of him dancing on one of the many white floors seen throughout the video. Michael finds his position, about six feet from camera, does a couple of takes, then mentions how the floor (white vinyl linoleum) was feeling slick.  I move in with my tools, a fine grade steel wool, rag and a spray bottle with the ‘special sauce’ and scruff up the floor a bit with the wool then step back. Mark comes out from behind the camera, looks at my handiwork then calls out for Tom before asking me if we lost the ‘gloss’. I say no, give it a quick spray with the special sauce and it dries to a sparkle.  When I get up from my kneeling position Michael is smiling at me and says, “I remember you from the tour rehearsal”. I say, “That’s right”, and he asks me how my kids are doing, I say, “great, amazing.”  And then everything is back to normal, Michal does his bit and we’re off to a good start.

As predicted, crew call switched from 7am to 4pm, and we worked throughout each night until 4-6am.

In the final hours of the last night of shooting, we had moved to the ‘zen’ set.  This was it, last day, last set, last series of shots.  The art department had prepped the set with final touches before Michael was brought in to take his place on the zen podium in the center of the set.  Michael surveyed the scene and commented on how beautiful the set looked.  He was very relaxed and it was obvious he enjoyed sitting in the middle of this temporary temple.

When Mark called out for a piece of the ceiling to be trimmed, I grabbed a 12-step (ladder), scrambled to the top and began sawing.  In an unfortunate moment the portable saw kicked back and amputated a third of my left ring finger. Without word, I reached in my back pocket for my rag, wrapped my finger with it and stepped down off the ladder and exited the set.  I passed Tom on the way out and showed him what happened.  Tom escorted me to the edge of the stage and I laid down on the concrete.  It wasn’t long before an entire film crew of towering bodies was in a half circle looking down at me.  Union guys chewing gum.  3am.  Right?

Suddenly the crowd parts and Michael appears and stands there for a moment, leaning over me, looking down.  He looks at my left hand held in the air then he looks at me.  Then just like that he is on his knees by my right side and he picks up my right hand and holds it in his.  He looks me straight in the eye and tells me how sorry he was, he kept repeating how sorry he was, and then he had tears in his eyes and he held my hand until the ambulance came and took me away.

That next week, recovering at home, the gifts began arriving from Michael and Janet, tasteful and cool things like great soaps, a bathrobe, incense, a card.  Anyway, that’s my story.  Michael Jackson held my hand, too.  Michael, if you read this, thanks for caring.

Photos by Richard Berg.

Scream 2

20 Comments on “Michael Jackson Held My Hand, Too”

  1. Great site…keep up the good work.

  2. This blog rocks! I gotta say, that I read a lot of blogs on a daily basis and for the most part, people lack substance but, I just wanted to make a quick comment to say I’m glad I found your blog. Thanks,

    A definite great read.. 🙂


  3. The Venice Arts Club says:

    really appreciate the comments!! DL

  4. bozeanne says:

    Thank you for sharing. May i ask you if… does the photo show Michael Jackson ? ’cause fan are divised. May you ask to Richard Berg ? Thank you.

    • The Venice Arts Club says:

      Yes, it is Michael in the picture…taken just before the paper was pulled from the floor and we rolled. Thanks very much for the comments…DL

      • Laurence says:

        Hello Doug
        Sorry for having to contact you through this blog but I could not find any other contact details for you. I am a big fan of Michael Jackson and I collect MJ memorabilia and while doing some research I came across a artical on the internet where you said you have a Flying V Guitar from the “Scream” video. I have been looking for one of these guitars and I would greatly appreciate if you would consider parting with it.
        please email me at: inthemode3000@hotmail.com if you would like to contact me.

        I hope I hear from you.



  5. ms says:

    Great story.
    Michael Jackson is a true angel. There will never be another.

  6. Christine says:

    Thanks so much for sharing!
    Good bless our beloved Michael…this world is so cold without his love.
    RIP sweet angel!

  7. hachi says:

    Thank you for sharing your story.

  8. ailbhe troubetzkoi says:

    What a great memory to hold in your heart of such a wonderful artist. Thanks for sharing the moment.

  9. Universal Studios is still one of the best film studios and you can also visit their offices “

  10. Richard Berg says:

    I was there for this tragic accident. sadly, I was the one who put your finger into a cup of ice for transport. I have to say, I have never seen a team work with such commitment and purpose as the art department of this video commanded. Doug you were a shining star on the day and every day before. With regard to the photo which I shot (above), unfortunately that is not Michael but a very convincing lighting stand in. I remember this because I usually try to take my set photos without any subjects, but because of timing etc. I settled for having the stand in- in frame (knowing he was such a close likeness to Michael anyway).

  11. Bmrnwmed says:

    music tattoo sleeves,

  12. cprox1123 says:

    This domain seems to get a great deal of visitors. How do you promote it? It gives a nice unique twist on things. I guess having something useful or substantial to post about is the most important thing.

  13. Dalia says:

    What is the name of the man who had the accident? One more time It is exposed Michael´s simplicity and sensitivity to those around him.

  14. Geta says:

    How sweet from you to compare a healthy hand held by MJ’s and your so very hurted hand in that unfortunate moment happend so quickly… Thank you for sharing with us this precious recall. MJ had a very special soul, you have a very special soul too. And if the spirits are able to read posts, in general speaking… so, I think he read this too.

  15. Spark my nature says:

    A wonderful story which reminds us of MJ’s kind and living spirit.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s